Tuesday, October 29, 2002
Everything is ok with J. We had a talk and he admitted he overreacted and I said I was wrong too and all was cool again.
Ya know, I've never before had to doubt a friendship. I never actually wondered if someone trusted me or if they truly cared. I find myself doing that more and more often. Actually having to work it out in my mind if someone values me. I mean, I automatically think everyone likes me, I'm not conceited or anything, it's just, there have only been two or three people in my life that I've met that don't like me. At least that I knew about. But I digress. The point is, do the friends that I have really care about me? And if they do, why do I feel so distant from them?
Ya know, I've never before had to doubt a friendship. I never actually wondered if someone trusted me or if they truly cared. I find myself doing that more and more often. Actually having to work it out in my mind if someone values me. I mean, I automatically think everyone likes me, I'm not conceited or anything, it's just, there have only been two or three people in my life that I've met that don't like me. At least that I knew about. But I digress. The point is, do the friends that I have really care about me? And if they do, why do I feel so distant from them?
