Thursday, October 31, 2002
I'm so upset. I was reading this cool looking blog that I might be interested in checking out every couple of days or something and then I had to close everything cause I had to work and I forgot to look at the address and I have no idea how to find it again. I did a google search but "Where the Sidewalk Ends" is just too common. And it makes me sad. Cause the guys doing it seemed like they could be funny and interesting. DAMN YOU SQUEEGEE!!!!!!!!
That's pretty sad, I just looked up in the dictionary how to spell that...I never would have guessed.
I miss T and MP. They were some of the coolest guys to hang out with. Too bad T is in jail and MP, well, he's still around, I just don't see him a lot. And they were more fun(n) together. And I always had a bit of a crush on T. But now I realize how bad he would be for me and all that jazz. Actually I knew back when I started liking him that he would be nothing but trouble, but such is a young girl's heart.
It's weird but I feel like I am constantly growing. I can look at who I was at the beginning of the summer and say I was young. It's pretty strange to age so quickly but I kinda like it. I'm not exactly growing older, just wiser (said with a straight face, cause honestly 18 isn't old at all). I guess it's a good thing cause I think I'm always out to better myself. If someone has a problem with anything I do/say or anything like that, I ask why and try to adjust. That could be good and that could be bad I guess. I do get walked over a lot. But it's also nice to be such a nice person (not being egotistical or conceited at all!) that whenever I'm not happy, people do whatever they can to cheer me up.
Does any of this make sense? Try to understand me. dreamcatcher_gurl@yahoo.com
That's pretty sad, I just looked up in the dictionary how to spell that...I never would have guessed.
I miss T and MP. They were some of the coolest guys to hang out with. Too bad T is in jail and MP, well, he's still around, I just don't see him a lot. And they were more fun(n) together. And I always had a bit of a crush on T. But now I realize how bad he would be for me and all that jazz. Actually I knew back when I started liking him that he would be nothing but trouble, but such is a young girl's heart.
It's weird but I feel like I am constantly growing. I can look at who I was at the beginning of the summer and say I was young. It's pretty strange to age so quickly but I kinda like it. I'm not exactly growing older, just wiser (said with a straight face, cause honestly 18 isn't old at all). I guess it's a good thing cause I think I'm always out to better myself. If someone has a problem with anything I do/say or anything like that, I ask why and try to adjust. That could be good and that could be bad I guess. I do get walked over a lot. But it's also nice to be such a nice person (not being egotistical or conceited at all!) that whenever I'm not happy, people do whatever they can to cheer me up.
Does any of this make sense? Try to understand me. dreamcatcher_gurl@yahoo.com
