Thursday, October 10, 2002
Oh I didn't get a chance to talk about this yet. So I have a boyfriend, right? Sweet and kind J. Well, now this other guy that I have been interested in since I started working here is talking to me every day. At least once, but normally twice or more! Plus, he calls me sweetie and he'll blow kisses at me... the other day he came in and started rubbing my neck. When I didn't stop him, a min later he quit and said that J might get angry. Does that make me a bad person? Cause as far as I know, it's just a little massage. But other times, he'll put his arm around me and just be a great, sweet, nice guy. AND IT SUCKS! Why me? Why now? Couldn't this have happened, oh I don't know, A MONTH AGO! But no, he has to wait until I'm in one of my first semi-normal relationships before he goes and does all this. What a sucky-sucky-for-your-wang mess. And maybe I'm just blowing it out of proportion but I really did like this guy. Levi told me to compare the pros and cons for each but...I could never hurt J over some guy who I don't even know if anything is possible or will happen, so I don't even want to consider it right now.
Still it's not a fun situation.
Still it's not a fun situation.
