Thursday, November 07, 2002
I don't know how I can explain how much I love Incubus. Let me just say tho, that I love them a lot. Just when I think I'm about to get sick of listening to them, I fall in love with the music all over again. The only reason I was spacing myself from them for a bit after the concert (and it was silly) was because they didn't really interact with the crowd at all. They barely talked, just went out and played. And it's silly I know, but they didn't even say hi, good evening, good to see you. But I still love them as much as I ever did, maybe even more. Prolly more, cause now I know how great they are live. Oh, I hope the come back soon. Oh well, I guess the only thing I can do is become super famous and earn their respect so we become friends and hang out every day. If that's what I have to do... Or I can just become SD's (super dude!) groupie and tag along with him. SD is the best guitar player and singer I've ever heard. I can't even compare him to anyone. Plus, he's funny as hell and I can't ever picture him mad at anyone. I love him...the first night I met him I told everyone I was going to marry him. Of course I was under the influence, but I still think I need to marry him. Seriously, he's a great guy and when he's famous I get to tell everyone that I knew him when...I get to see him this weekend...he lives in town C which is where we are going this weekend! Hopefully I'll get to see him. Hold on, phone call...
I don't get it. Why is my "older brother" ignoring me? He's really only a guy that was my best friend for awhile who thinks he's older and wiser than me. So why is he not talking to me anymore? He and OH (original homie) used to be best friends. Seriously, they were "brothers" and I was the little sis. But I would tell OB everything. But he has problems with depression and totally withdrew from all his friends minus me and SD. He and OH had a major issue and now aren't talking at all. All the sudden tho, he didn't talk to me either. He doesn't answer his phone or return my calls when I leave messages on his voice mail. I don't know what's up with this. It really hurts my feelings tho.
Oh I love Incubus.
I don't get it. Why is my "older brother" ignoring me? He's really only a guy that was my best friend for awhile who thinks he's older and wiser than me. So why is he not talking to me anymore? He and OH (original homie) used to be best friends. Seriously, they were "brothers" and I was the little sis. But I would tell OB everything. But he has problems with depression and totally withdrew from all his friends minus me and SD. He and OH had a major issue and now aren't talking at all. All the sudden tho, he didn't talk to me either. He doesn't answer his phone or return my calls when I leave messages on his voice mail. I don't know what's up with this. It really hurts my feelings tho.
Oh I love Incubus.
