Friday, November 22, 2002
I went to my sister's (F) house last night and had a lot of fun. F and W (her live-in boytoy) made my parents, J, one of their friend CC (crusty critter) and me tacos! F gave me a shirt (really really cute!) and we did make-up together. It was so girly! After mom and dad left, we played Asshole. I've never played before but wow is it a lot of fun. And wow, you drink a lot! I started out with some wine coolers (cause I didn't want to drink too much) but soon ran out and had to drink Smirnoff Ice as the only alternative to Bud Light and yuck. I can only drink beer when I'm in the mood (never).
I am having a hard time drinking Smirnoff Ice. I drank way too much of it before (way too much being a six pack or so anytime I drank) and now...ugh. My tummy hurts this morning. I'm glad I ate a lot of bread when I got home from work last night (not even knowing that I was going to be drinking). I'm so good. Oh well. I'm not feeling terrible. Just a little...yucky. I took a shower when I got home (I got home around 12:30am, not too bad) and my hair was still soaking wet this morning so I had to blow dry it...yucky. I was going to say something else but I forgot.
Oh yeah, before I went to sleep I thought of some weird stuff and it totally made sense last night so here is what I wrote down:
"Wouldn't it be cool if you could ignore body parts? Like if something was in pain - you could just* be like 'Shut up & quit your bitching. I don't want to deal w/ you anymore." And then you wouldn't feel any pain from there. Like you could 'shut down the circuit' connecting** the body part to your brain. I.E. Noxzema in Eye!"
*the 'j' in just looks like a 'y' with a dot over it
**connecting is spelt 'conectng' or something like that, I can't quite read it.
See what I think I was thinking was, I had gotten Noxzema in my eye and it hurt. So I flushed it out with water but I didn't know if there was any in there still, but it didn't hurt. So I ignored it and wondered if I just didn't want to feel the pain so I didn't. Ya know? If ya don't it's
Another thought I had last night was:
"I REMEMBER! Holden Caufield* would pretend he was shot when he was drinking. MP** did the same thing. That's where the squeegee*** thing came from!"
*Main character from 'The Catcher in the Rye'
**My strange buddy
***really spelt "squeeeeegeeeeeee"
I am having a hard time drinking Smirnoff Ice. I drank way too much of it before (way too much being a six pack or so anytime I drank) and now...ugh. My tummy hurts this morning. I'm glad I ate a lot of bread when I got home from work last night (not even knowing that I was going to be drinking). I'm so good. Oh well. I'm not feeling terrible. Just a little...yucky. I took a shower when I got home (I got home around 12:30am, not too bad) and my hair was still soaking wet this morning so I had to blow dry it...yucky. I was going to say something else but I forgot.
Oh yeah, before I went to sleep I thought of some weird stuff and it totally made sense last night so here is what I wrote down:
"Wouldn't it be cool if you could ignore body parts? Like if something was in pain - you could just* be like 'Shut up & quit your bitching. I don't want to deal w/ you anymore." And then you wouldn't feel any pain from there. Like you could 'shut down the circuit' connecting** the body part to your brain. I.E. Noxzema in Eye!"
*the 'j' in just looks like a 'y' with a dot over it
**connecting is spelt 'conectng' or something like that, I can't quite read it.
See what I think I was thinking was, I had gotten Noxzema in my eye and it hurt. So I flushed it out with water but I didn't know if there was any in there still, but it didn't hurt. So I ignored it and wondered if I just didn't want to feel the pain so I didn't. Ya know? If ya don't it's
Another thought I had last night was:
"I REMEMBER! Holden Caufield* would pretend he was shot when he was drinking. MP** did the same thing. That's where the squeegee*** thing came from!"
*Main character from 'The Catcher in the Rye'
**My strange buddy
***really spelt "squeeeeegeeeeeee"
