Monday, December 09, 2002
C you can say whatever you want...it happened and nothing is going to change that so who cares who knows? Do you think people actually read this site? I wouldn't if I wasn't writing here. And besides, I offered to stay sober...I could have. It wouldn't have been a big deal...and then maybe things would have turned out different. Ya never know.
Friday - I hung out with D, her baby and her boyfriend. We watched Galaxy Quest and chilled. Afterwards, I had to take them back to their car which was at Kitchen (see I work in an office right near by, so we just met there cause they didn't have the gas to drive from Town A to Town B and back. Yet I gave them gas money...cute I give them gas money and I still pick them up). I wasn't going to go in or stay, but JQ dragged me in and I'm glad he did. I got to talk to KJ, JQ and two other guys I don't really talk to. It was fun, I think I earned some respect when I started saying how much I disliked girls (but at the same time loved to be one). Then OH called and ten mins later I drove back to Town B to the motel they were in and hung out there. OH and I got to talk a little but not much. Not very quality. I went home at 3:30 or so when they started falling asleep.
Saturday - I got really really drunk. I meant to stop at posh but somehow ended up krunk. I hardly remember what was so entertaining about the night. We played asshole...and quit right when I was president...we walked to SM's and I had a hard time walking...KT read my tarrot and I almost started crying at one point...L-Dru chased after me and talked to me...J called...another friend called me back, tried to talk me into going to Kitchen and I couldn't really talk to her cause I kept forgetting to listen so I threw the phone at C...we never did go to Kitchen...Space Ghost was on when we went to sleep...
I need to stop meeting OH's friends...somehow I always end up kissing someone. And it's never the right person (HIM!)
My tarrot basically said I know what I need to do, but I'm scared and may end up missing the opportunity to say what I need to...so very true. It said other people aren't happy with me but I'm over the situation that I was in before. But I'm chicken shit so I don't know if I'll say what I need to say to everyone....J that it really is over and OH that I've liked him quite a bit for the last year and a half.
I wonder what would happen if I just gave them the web address. Scary.
Friday - I hung out with D, her baby and her boyfriend. We watched Galaxy Quest and chilled. Afterwards, I had to take them back to their car which was at Kitchen (see I work in an office right near by, so we just met there cause they didn't have the gas to drive from Town A to Town B and back. Yet I gave them gas money...cute I give them gas money and I still pick them up). I wasn't going to go in or stay, but JQ dragged me in and I'm glad he did. I got to talk to KJ, JQ and two other guys I don't really talk to. It was fun, I think I earned some respect when I started saying how much I disliked girls (but at the same time loved to be one). Then OH called and ten mins later I drove back to Town B to the motel they were in and hung out there. OH and I got to talk a little but not much. Not very quality. I went home at 3:30 or so when they started falling asleep.
Saturday - I got really really drunk. I meant to stop at posh but somehow ended up krunk. I hardly remember what was so entertaining about the night. We played asshole...and quit right when I was president...we walked to SM's and I had a hard time walking...KT read my tarrot and I almost started crying at one point...L-Dru chased after me and talked to me...J called...another friend called me back, tried to talk me into going to Kitchen and I couldn't really talk to her cause I kept forgetting to listen so I threw the phone at C...we never did go to Kitchen...Space Ghost was on when we went to sleep...
I need to stop meeting OH's friends...somehow I always end up kissing someone. And it's never the right person (HIM!)
My tarrot basically said I know what I need to do, but I'm scared and may end up missing the opportunity to say what I need to...so very true. It said other people aren't happy with me but I'm over the situation that I was in before. But I'm chicken shit so I don't know if I'll say what I need to say to everyone....J that it really is over and OH that I've liked him quite a bit for the last year and a half.
I wonder what would happen if I just gave them the web address. Scary.
