Friday, December 13, 2002
My mouth is bleeding. It tastes like blood. Blah.
Last night C and I went to Walmart and I saw someone I used to know. Well, not really. We went to school together and we never really talked, but I knew who he was and he was in a position of authority where he knew who a lot of people were. Anyway, I had just gotten a new pair of pants (bell bottoms and super faded) and was wearing them with a light blue shirt where the sleeves bell out and my white fuzzy hat. I love that outfit and think it's really adorable. But he saw me and I don't know if he recognized me or not, but everytime I looked over at him, he was staring. It was strange. It made me wonder if he was trying to figure out where he knew me or if I looked that good. It was kinda nice tho. Cause I know I'm not ugly, but I still have issues with thinking of myself as good looking. It's just weird to hear someone tell me I'm beautiful. I usually think it's a line and take no notice. Maybe some of them mean it. Also OH told me the other day that he thought I was better looking than my sister. That was a major compliment in my view. I dunno, I guess I'm just used to being the ugly duckling.
Pizza tonight. Yummy pizza; friends and food, what more could you ask for? Kicking ass shooting zombie scum and getting my ass kicked playing pool. Good times.
Last night C and I went to Walmart and I saw someone I used to know. Well, not really. We went to school together and we never really talked, but I knew who he was and he was in a position of authority where he knew who a lot of people were. Anyway, I had just gotten a new pair of pants (bell bottoms and super faded) and was wearing them with a light blue shirt where the sleeves bell out and my white fuzzy hat. I love that outfit and think it's really adorable. But he saw me and I don't know if he recognized me or not, but everytime I looked over at him, he was staring. It was strange. It made me wonder if he was trying to figure out where he knew me or if I looked that good. It was kinda nice tho. Cause I know I'm not ugly, but I still have issues with thinking of myself as good looking. It's just weird to hear someone tell me I'm beautiful. I usually think it's a line and take no notice. Maybe some of them mean it. Also OH told me the other day that he thought I was better looking than my sister. That was a major compliment in my view. I dunno, I guess I'm just used to being the ugly duckling.
Pizza tonight. Yummy pizza; friends and food, what more could you ask for? Kicking ass shooting zombie scum and getting my ass kicked playing pool. Good times.
