Wednesday, December 18, 2002
Ok feeling a bit better. Had New Daddy Coworker show me how to do the whole pic thing I couldn't do. Still don't understand, but am closer to goal. But NDCO is still going to help me later on. Now all I need is new pics. I wonder how I'm gonna pull that off without them knowing. I really love to scam, simply because I can!
I have pictures in my locket now. I was thinking about it too. I had this idea and it might suck but listen anyway. Ya know those belt with beads and other stuff hanging down from them? Well, instead of having a ton beads, have a couple of little lockets. So that you don't have to choose whose pic you want in there. You can put them all. I had such a hard time choosing. Cause on one hand I want my parents, on the other there is my sisters, then there is my friends. And which friends? I have more than two really close friends and to make me choose? Oh that hurts.
Water sucks. It really, really sucks.
Well isn't this fun. I asked my Magic 8-ball if I would ever find true happiness and it said "My sources say no." So I guess I'm doomed.
Hehehe, plug your nose and say doomed. It's funny.
I miss E. We have such great conversations. And now it's been months. Or at least a month. Wait, no. Only a couple of weeks. But it's getting dangerously close to X-mas. I don't know why that bugs me and I think that after X-mas it will be too late to see him, but it feels that way. It's kinda weird.
Ok, I still have a ton of time before lunch and I have nothing interesting in the slightest to say. Ok, I am strange. Can anyone truly understand another person? I think not. Which is sad, because all we want is to be understood. I know this guy who after almost everything he says he follows with "Do ya get me?" or "Do ya follow?". Sure it gets annoying, but all he wants is for someone to understand. But no one ever will. I feel sorry for him and for all of us.
I have pictures in my locket now. I was thinking about it too. I had this idea and it might suck but listen anyway. Ya know those belt with beads and other stuff hanging down from them? Well, instead of having a ton beads, have a couple of little lockets. So that you don't have to choose whose pic you want in there. You can put them all. I had such a hard time choosing. Cause on one hand I want my parents, on the other there is my sisters, then there is my friends. And which friends? I have more than two really close friends and to make me choose? Oh that hurts.
Water sucks. It really, really sucks.
Well isn't this fun. I asked my Magic 8-ball if I would ever find true happiness and it said "My sources say no." So I guess I'm doomed.
Hehehe, plug your nose and say doomed. It's funny.
I miss E. We have such great conversations. And now it's been months. Or at least a month. Wait, no. Only a couple of weeks. But it's getting dangerously close to X-mas. I don't know why that bugs me and I think that after X-mas it will be too late to see him, but it feels that way. It's kinda weird.
Ok, I still have a ton of time before lunch and I have nothing interesting in the slightest to say. Ok, I am strange. Can anyone truly understand another person? I think not. Which is sad, because all we want is to be understood. I know this guy who after almost everything he says he follows with "Do ya get me?" or "Do ya follow?". Sure it gets annoying, but all he wants is for someone to understand. But no one ever will. I feel sorry for him and for all of us.
