Thursday, December 26, 2002

Uhh, why is my previous post all huge and bubbly? Anyone? Anyone? Make it stop! The Madness!

So anyway. My office is so funny sometimes. One of my coworkers and I are pretty bored. Since there is only 10 people in the office and none of them are bosses, we were talking. I mentioned that my sister was proposed to this weekend and she asked me to be the maid of honor. So we started looking up bridesmaid dresses on the net. All was going well and fine, I found a dress I really liked and my sister wouldn't really care much. I looked up and saw the boss coming in the front door. I said, "See ya later" and walked back into my office all quick like. The coworker walked by a few mins later and said "Thanks for the hint." jokingly sarcastic. I don't know why I thought it was so funny, but it is. We all conspire to not get caught when doing nothing and even the supervisors are in on it. It just reminds me of when I worked at Hardee's and I could joke and stand around talking just as long as the big boss man wasn't watching. Some things never change.

Anyway, I was thinking. I miss hanging out with people. It's been a really long time since I've seen a ton of people and I really miss them. I'm not sure exactly who, but I feel like something is missing. Either something or someone. And I wonder what I did to hang out with people before Kitchen. Surely we did something. We didn't just sit and watch movies all the time did we? Prolly. At least in the winter. In the summer there is hack, rock climbing, swimming, all sorts of stuff. Good times in the summer too bad it's winter. I hate winter. But anyway, enough bitching and more "soul searching". Spare me. But really, I don't know what is missing. Something.

Ya know, in this book I have All about Me or something like that. I think it asks what them most happy time in you life was. So far, I'm gonna have to say playing hack in front of Amaco two or three years ago during the summer. Cause that really was a happy time. I had friends and fun. We would talk and laugh all while keeping a little bag full of bean in the air. Some of the best conversations happen while hacking. You can pretty much talk about anything and talking makes you hack better. Proven fact. And random people will walk up and ask if they can play with you. It's the greatest thing. That's how I've met so many people. If JA hadn't done that, I would have never met him or OH. Then I would have never met the-man-I'm-going-to-marry-some-day. If I had never met JA, then C and I might not be such great friends. We were good friends before, but I called her that day (the day I think our super great friendship began) cause JA wanted to have a little get together. Then over that summer our friendship grew even more. I bet I'm not making sense to anyone but me. Oh well. All I'm saying is that was a happy time. And it makes me super fond of kicking hack. So it might not be your bag baby (hehehe), but it sure is mine.

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