Sunday, December 01, 2002
What a long fucking weekend. Normally it would be great, but I dunno....
Wednesday - After work and being jonks last day, I had him walk me to my car. It was dark out cause stupid WI is like that at 5. Anyway, we talk a bit and sadly say good bye. We hug and he tells me to give him a little kiss, I was still hugging him and kinda turned my head a bit, and kiss him on the cheek after a pause. So he said "What, did you think I meant a sloppy one?" So I did the most incredibly stupid thing and opened my mouth to say "No, only hoping" What the fuck?!?! Head to heart, come in heart. But three times did my heart and lips defy me. But luckily, head got control enough to declined an offer for a roll in the hay. But it was hard. Anyway, on the drive home I realized what a horrible thing it was.
I'll finish this tomorrow. I'm fucking tired and ready to die.
Wednesday - After work and being jonks last day, I had him walk me to my car. It was dark out cause stupid WI is like that at 5. Anyway, we talk a bit and sadly say good bye. We hug and he tells me to give him a little kiss, I was still hugging him and kinda turned my head a bit, and kiss him on the cheek after a pause. So he said "What, did you think I meant a sloppy one?" So I did the most incredibly stupid thing and opened my mouth to say "No, only hoping" What the fuck?!?! Head to heart, come in heart. But three times did my heart and lips defy me. But luckily, head got control enough to declined an offer for a roll in the hay. But it was hard. Anyway, on the drive home I realized what a horrible thing it was.
I'll finish this tomorrow. I'm fucking tired and ready to die.
