Friday, May 21, 2004
What's a girl to do?
There is just so much going on in my head right now and I feel totally censored and like I can't get it all out because it doesn't matter where I put it or where it goes, someone will read it/hear about it and will totally judge me. And because I'm weak like that, any negative judgment will tear my soul apart and I'll examine the remains before I sleep at night and wonder what I did wrong and how I can fix it so no one can say a bad thing about me.
