Tuesday, July 20, 2004
What's the buzz, tell me what's a'happenin?
Ok, so as we speak, one of my coworkers is actually shaving. As in, he has an electric razor or whatever and is shaving in his office across the hall while talking to the manager of the company. What?
Whatever.
So I’m feeling pretty good today. There so many reasons I should feel like crap, but I don’t wanna complain. So I’m just going to smile and enjoy the beautiful blue sky thru my window.
I’m excited for tonight. Sure I’m not going to the Warped Tour (and apparently for no reason cause I’ve done nothing of value this afternoon) but I am still hanging out with a really cool guy. And that’s enough.
So I feel a little bad. I’ve barely seen any of my other friends. Between working, sleeping and moving that last couple of weeks, I haven’t had time for anyone (excepting the guy, but I had to stay up super late at night to see him and that was unintentional...it just sort of happened). Honestly, I miss my friends a lot. Now tho, I don’t even know who my friends are. I don’t want to have the whole “growing apart” thing happen at the same time with everyone I know, but it feels that way sometimes.
Hopefully Thursday tho, I’ll be able to spend some time with at least Spaz and Grover. Grover who I was avoiding for way too long. But hopefully it did some good and he realized that I’m not perfect.
I really miss him most of all I think. But I don’t know if he can be my friend. And that sucks. But I’m going to give it a try I think. Is that selfish? Maybe.
Whatever.
So I’m feeling pretty good today. There so many reasons I should feel like crap, but I don’t wanna complain. So I’m just going to smile and enjoy the beautiful blue sky thru my window.
I’m excited for tonight. Sure I’m not going to the Warped Tour (and apparently for no reason cause I’ve done nothing of value this afternoon) but I am still hanging out with a really cool guy. And that’s enough.
So I feel a little bad. I’ve barely seen any of my other friends. Between working, sleeping and moving that last couple of weeks, I haven’t had time for anyone (excepting the guy, but I had to stay up super late at night to see him and that was unintentional...it just sort of happened). Honestly, I miss my friends a lot. Now tho, I don’t even know who my friends are. I don’t want to have the whole “growing apart” thing happen at the same time with everyone I know, but it feels that way sometimes.
Hopefully Thursday tho, I’ll be able to spend some time with at least Spaz and Grover. Grover who I was avoiding for way too long. But hopefully it did some good and he realized that I’m not perfect.
I really miss him most of all I think. But I don’t know if he can be my friend. And that sucks. But I’m going to give it a try I think. Is that selfish? Maybe.
