Tuesday, February 22, 2005

this is an angry kelly 

My sister just makes me so mad! Ok, her email:

I have so many things going threw my head, this time of the year is so hard on me. the lease is up, so that means I could run away but it's [her boyfriend]'s and my anniversary, so he's nicer than ever and just lot's of stuff I want to do versus stuff I can do and crap like that. Meaning, I want men, lots of them, well only a couple, but one is married and you know;.... maybe not. I'm just confused and I'm not sure what to do about it. And I know that you are so black and white with me so it's harder to talk to you, I know you don't mean to but I just want someone to comfort me and you and [her boyfriend] are so much alike..... tough, you are. Anywho, I better get going.

My email:

Ok. Sister. You've been with [her boyfriend] long enough to know what he's like. If you're willing to put up with his shit all year long and have it be great around your anniversary, fine. You are the only one who knows what it's like. If you can deal with it great. Personally tho, I don't think you should have to "deal" with most ofthe year and only have it be great around your anniversary.

You say you're afraid of finding someone worse. Well then don't be with that person either! Good lord, you have the power to say no.You are a big girl and can make you're own decisions as far as who you date. There are good people out there.

And stop comparing me to [her boyfriend]. That's an insult and really fucking uncool. He's tough because he's a asshole and wants to hurt you. I'm tough because I want to help you. I have comforted you. We've talked. I know what you say. But I can only have sympathy for so long until it's your fault you're in the situation. You've had time to remove yourself and you haven't.

I'm black and white with you because you've been confused for over two years! There comes a time where you say fuck it, make a decision and there ya go. If you break up with him, great. If you stay with him, fine I guess. But you have to live with it. I don't. I just want you to be happy and I don't think you are.


Ok, maybe I was a little harsh. I don't know. The whole thing just confuses me and I'd rather stay out of it. We've talked, fought and whatever so many times. I'm not going to argue with her about her future anymore. I can't do it.

I just don't fucking know.

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