Friday, July 01, 2005


Dear, dear Tech's graduation party tonight. Happy Congratulations! You're all growed up and done with college, moving to australia and taking your wifey and child with you.

As much as I adore Tech and miss the "family" from last year... I'm not looking forward to tonight. Not in the P-A-R-T-Y mood.

I don't really want to talk about it, but I feel like I don't have any real friends (it's a feeling that may or may not pass). Not many people are around to talk. Kp lied to me and I don't even care anymore. What can I do? Nada. So I'll do that. It's not that big of a deal even. But don't try to spare my feelings by lying.

Kp and I will no longer be living together after July.

I went to look at a 1 bedroom apartment this morning. Tiiiiny. Ity bity. As soon as I saw it I knew I wouldn't like, but it's not like I can tra-la-la wrong place, turn and run. See ya never!

Up the stairs and down the stairs, I said too small and he asked if I wanted two bedrooms. Two? For me? You shouldn't have.

A short, little walk across the freshly mowed grass revealed a super cute two bedroom house. That's right, house.

Pros: Washer and Dryer. No wall-neighbors. New appliances. Air-conditioning. Right near work. New windows/doors/insulation. Includes water, garbage and something else...mayhap.

Cons: Small bedrooms. Small living room. Small kitchen. Small bathroom, with no bathtub but a super nice looking showerhead (ya know what I'm sayin). Costly.

$625 and it's not big. Plus the electric bill and propane heating. Propane? Is that expensive?

At the moment, I really like it. It's just so clean and shiny! Not to mention, I'm feeling the "it's time to move" vibe. I even went through my clothes this morning before work and parted ways with a ton of them. I don't love you anymore!

But as far as living ... the future is unstable. While I love my lover to life (because death is just depressing), who knows where he'll be earning his bread this winter. Such is the Mango. Not to mention the anger he's feeling towards his current employer. Who can k-now?

I have another apartment to look at this afternoon. Two bedrooms, lots of rooms, owned by the same guy. There it's only $550, but we'd have to pay mucho dolla for all utilities. No washer/dryer, more run down building...eh.


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