Thursday, September 19, 2002
So yeah. It was a hard night. Work sucked, I hung out at home, went to Kitchen after South Park at 9:30 or so. Sat around wrote silly stuff down in the "black notebook" and waited around until people started showing up. Finally they did, a half hour before my self-imposed curfew of 11:30. J didn't show up until 10 mins before I was going to leave. So I stayed there until 1.
Yeah, I have willpower.
And when I finally did leave, it was storming so bad that I had to drive super slow so I could see. The fastest I went was 45 mph on a County Road for cryin out loud. Oh well, no one was waiting up so it didn't matter too much.
I can't wait until the beginning of the year. Then P will be back from basic and whatever else she needs to do and we can get a place together. Not that I have a problem with living at home, it's a lot cheaper than moving out. It's just...I'm 18. Having my dad hassle me about curfew is not my idea of independence. And I want to make my own rules and take care of myself but I'm so spoiled and pampered that I have no idea. At least I can admit it. I have a lot to learn but I'm ready for it. Then whatever happens, happens. I'm just glad I found a responsibile roommate. And perhaps an apartment with a pool...
Work sucks. I'm basically getting paid to sit here and look busy. My work adverage this week is about 20 mins of actual work a day. That's not bad considering the first couple of weeks here I didn't do anything. In case you're wondering my title is Production Assistant in an advertising agency. I get to make little ads for books that we publish for the local area to attract tourists. A lot of people hate me for it. Oh well, my company is rich which in turn...I guess I'm not rich but I can act like it right? These are designer pants with holes in them, really... or not.
I'm gonna have to go ahead and say that I have no idea how to change this page at all. I get the whole posting and editing thing, but as far as putting other things on here...clueless. Not a big surprise... jeez, no one else is here to bag on me so I have to do it myself. Evil child. That reminds me, I am evil. Just ask JQ, hehehe.
Oh well, I should prolly work some. Not that I want to (actually I do, I'm craving something that will make me think!!!) but I should look a little more busy than this... much luv
Yeah, I have willpower.
And when I finally did leave, it was storming so bad that I had to drive super slow so I could see. The fastest I went was 45 mph on a County Road for cryin out loud. Oh well, no one was waiting up so it didn't matter too much.
I can't wait until the beginning of the year. Then P will be back from basic and whatever else she needs to do and we can get a place together. Not that I have a problem with living at home, it's a lot cheaper than moving out. It's just...I'm 18. Having my dad hassle me about curfew is not my idea of independence. And I want to make my own rules and take care of myself but I'm so spoiled and pampered that I have no idea. At least I can admit it. I have a lot to learn but I'm ready for it. Then whatever happens, happens. I'm just glad I found a responsibile roommate. And perhaps an apartment with a pool...
Work sucks. I'm basically getting paid to sit here and look busy. My work adverage this week is about 20 mins of actual work a day. That's not bad considering the first couple of weeks here I didn't do anything. In case you're wondering my title is Production Assistant in an advertising agency. I get to make little ads for books that we publish for the local area to attract tourists. A lot of people hate me for it. Oh well, my company is rich which in turn...I guess I'm not rich but I can act like it right? These are designer pants with holes in them, really... or not.
I'm gonna have to go ahead and say that I have no idea how to change this page at all. I get the whole posting and editing thing, but as far as putting other things on here...clueless. Not a big surprise... jeez, no one else is here to bag on me so I have to do it myself. Evil child. That reminds me, I am evil. Just ask JQ, hehehe.
Oh well, I should prolly work some. Not that I want to (actually I do, I'm craving something that will make me think!!!) but I should look a little more busy than this... much luv
