Wednesday, November 27, 2002
Well it's been interesting. Well, not really. Last night was pretty uneventful. I stayed at home alone mostly. My parents were shopping and didn't get home until 9 or so. J came over at 10. We watched SLC Punk. We'll the beginning at least, cause first he fell asleep and then I did.
This morning I went to Madison on business. We ate at the Cracker Barrel and I was the only one who got to eat normally. My two bosses are on the Atkin's diet together and the other guy ate oatmeal (not normal food). Anyway, then we went on a quest for a Sony phone. But I guess there is no such thing now. Oh well, it was fun. We got back at 12 ish and our Thanksgiving office party lunch was all set out. However, I was still full from breakfast. So...I made a plate and hid it so I could have it later. All afternoon people are just talking and hanging out. I've been talking, spending a little time online and I finished two books that I was almost done with. That's about it. And I'm getting paid for it. That's the coolest part. I just wish we had the choice of going home too. jonk leaves on Sat. I prolly won't see him after today. Oh well. I don't think I mind that much. Sure, he's a good guy and if I wasn't with J then...I dunno. But it does no good to think about it when there isn't anything you can do about it.
I got to talk to OH yesterday! Finally! I've been trying to call him for four days. I think I was annoying his parents. We talked and it was great. He said I was beautiful! I got to tell him my lastest drama (E, JQ and J). His response was "I wish I was there so I could hug you and welcome you to the real world." He's moved out of his parents again I guess. Congrats. Now I have three frickin numbers to call if I want to get a hold of him. He also broke up with his very cool girlfriend. Which is ..... interesting. Kinda sad for them but not so sad for me. I hate seeing them together...there I said it. But they were so cute...I just will never get over him. That sucks. Never say never tho, right? But if I make a list it proves that I shouldn't like him so much. 1 - He lives hours away. 2 - He slept with my best friend (at the time) and possibly my sister. 3 - I have J and like him very much.
I hate indecision. Ah fuck it.
This morning I went to Madison on business. We ate at the Cracker Barrel and I was the only one who got to eat normally. My two bosses are on the Atkin's diet together and the other guy ate oatmeal (not normal food). Anyway, then we went on a quest for a Sony phone. But I guess there is no such thing now. Oh well, it was fun. We got back at 12 ish and our Thanksgiving office party lunch was all set out. However, I was still full from breakfast. So...I made a plate and hid it so I could have it later. All afternoon people are just talking and hanging out. I've been talking, spending a little time online and I finished two books that I was almost done with. That's about it. And I'm getting paid for it. That's the coolest part. I just wish we had the choice of going home too. jonk leaves on Sat. I prolly won't see him after today. Oh well. I don't think I mind that much. Sure, he's a good guy and if I wasn't with J then...I dunno. But it does no good to think about it when there isn't anything you can do about it.
I got to talk to OH yesterday! Finally! I've been trying to call him for four days. I think I was annoying his parents. We talked and it was great. He said I was beautiful! I got to tell him my lastest drama (E, JQ and J). His response was "I wish I was there so I could hug you and welcome you to the real world." He's moved out of his parents again I guess. Congrats. Now I have three frickin numbers to call if I want to get a hold of him. He also broke up with his very cool girlfriend. Which is ..... interesting. Kinda sad for them but not so sad for me. I hate seeing them together...there I said it. But they were so cute...I just will never get over him. That sucks. Never say never tho, right? But if I make a list it proves that I shouldn't like him so much. 1 - He lives hours away. 2 - He slept with my best friend (at the time) and possibly my sister. 3 - I have J and like him very much.
I hate indecision. Ah fuck it.
