Friday, January 31, 2003
How do I do that? How can I go from being just fine and taking enjoyment out of reading short stories while at work to wanting to cry my eyes out? I was just reading an email from C and all the sudden ... depressed. (It's not you C don't worry.) The same sorta thing happened last night. E and I were talking and he said something. I pretended to get really sad and then I almost started crying for real. What is going on? There is no reason this should be happening.
Oh well. Last night I went over to a coworkers and she made me dinner. Plus some clothes. And we watched tv. What a treat. I never watch tv. I had fun. Then I met E and we drove around a bit and talked for a couple of hours. I had planned to be home at 10, but didn't leave until a quarter after 11. Had to drive home in the nasty snow. Sometimes I really hate Wisconsin.
Working today. Well, reading, but I will be working in just a little bit. Stupid tourists. I hate being so hypocritical. I dislike the tourist industry. There are so many fake and stupid businesses here just to entertain them. This area is supposed to be a beautiful place...but no. It's cheesy and cheap looking all while costing a fortune. Yet I work for an advertising agency. How does that work?
Oh well. Last night I went over to a coworkers and she made me dinner. Plus some clothes. And we watched tv. What a treat. I never watch tv. I had fun. Then I met E and we drove around a bit and talked for a couple of hours. I had planned to be home at 10, but didn't leave until a quarter after 11. Had to drive home in the nasty snow. Sometimes I really hate Wisconsin.
Working today. Well, reading, but I will be working in just a little bit. Stupid tourists. I hate being so hypocritical. I dislike the tourist industry. There are so many fake and stupid businesses here just to entertain them. This area is supposed to be a beautiful place...but no. It's cheesy and cheap looking all while costing a fortune. Yet I work for an advertising agency. How does that work?
